About Cancer II
I have been taking pictures of myself. At first I didn’t realise I was doing it but one day I discovered how many I had accumulated and that I was examining them – trying to spot any visible signs of being ill.
Torill took me out into the real world for some food an chat and I discovered how awkward I felt. Like I didn’t belong in the world of healthy people and that any time now they would turn in unison and ask me what I was thinking – sitting in that chair like a normal person.
Both of these things are destructive thoughts and I want to be rid of them. I’m going to start on a full dose of the medicine that will cure me soon – the list of possible side effects is like two pages long – and when I do I want to feel strong and positive. I want to feel ready to fight.